Rică took a step forward, but her knees were shaking like a person weakened by illness. Sofia realized this and grabbed her arm with the naturalness that only a child accustomed to hardships can do.
They set off among the stalls, among people carrying full bags, among vendors shouting offers as if they were selling the last vegetables on earth. Rica felt how each step brought him closer to a truth that could destroy his entire life.
When they arrived near an old, white van with steamed-up windows, Sofia stopped.
“Stay here for a moment,” she said gently. “Grandma gets scared if I open the door right away before I let her know.”
The girl knocked lightly on the door.
“Hello, there’s a gentleman who wants to meet you. A new client.”
A faint voice was heard from inside:
“Sofia… I can’t really… who is it?”
The little girl opened the door only halfway and went in. Rica stood outside, feeling her heart pounding in her ears. Her palms were sweaty. Part of him wanted to run. The other part held him there, scared of what he was about to find out, but more scared of the thought of losing the truth.
The door opened slightly. Sofia motioned for him to come closer.
Inside, on a folding chair, sat an elderly, emaciated woman with a shawl over her shoulders. Her eyes were tired, but when she saw Rică, those eyes suddenly widened. She choked, put her hand to her mouth, and began to tremble.
“God… Rich…”
He stood frozen.
“Do we know each other?” he managed to ask, although his voice sounded foreign.
The woman closed her eyes for a few moments, as if gathering her courage.
“I… am Mărioara Herța. Aunt Mura.”
Rică’s world shattered into small, sharp pieces.
Mura’s aunt had died many years ago. That’s what he knew. That’s what his wife had told him.
“No… it can’t be,” he whispered. “Mura told me that…”
The woman looked up, and years of silence were visible in her eyes.
“Mura didn’t tell you everything, Rică. She didn’t tell you… because she didn’t know either until the last month of her life. Sofia…”
Rica felt the air freeze in her chest.
“What about Sofia?” he asked, his voice barely audible.
“Sofia… is her sister’s daughter. But Mura’s sister… please forgive me, Rică… died when Sofia was a baby. And the girl’s father… we don’t even know who he was. We woke up with the baby in our arms.”
Sofia smiled at him innocently, not understanding the drama between the adults.
“But… why didn’t Mura tell me? Why didn’t anyone tell me?” he blurted out.
The woman tightened her shawl around her shoulders.
“Because Mura didn’t want to burden you anymore. He knew how much you worked, how much you pulled, and he said we’d manage. And then… the accident came. And he didn’t get to tell you anything.”
Rica leaned against the van door. A mixture of anger, sadness, longing, and immense guilt rose within him.
“Why did Sofia tell him that her mother was dead?” he asked.
The little girl lowered her gaze.
“That’s what my grandma told me… that my real mother died when I was little. And… that’s the truth, right?”
Marioara burst into tears.
“Sofia… your mother was not Mura’s sister.”
The girl looked at her confused.
“But then who was my mother?”
The woman wiped her tears with the corner of her shawl.
“Murra… it was your mother, Sofia.”
Total silence.
Like before a storm.
Sofia blinked a few times, not understanding.
Rica feels the world spinning.
“I don’t understand…” the girl whispered.
Marioara continues with difficulty:
“She gave birth to you in secret, Sofia. She was very young, scared… and didn’t have the courage to admit it. So we raised her little sister, and you… I took you. Mură wanted to protect you all.”
A gasp escaped Rică’s chest, like a man finally allowing himself to feel.
“And me? Why didn’t I know?” he asked.
Marioara looked him straight in the eye.
“Because Mură wanted to tell you at the right time. But he didn’t have time.”
Sofia looked at Rica for a long time.
“Mr. Rica… does that mean… you are…?”
He swallowed hard.
“I am your father, Sofia.”
The little girl let out a short sigh, then threw herself into his arms. Rică immediately caught her, as if it were the most natural move in the world. He squeezed her so tightly that she felt like her chest was breaking.
Finally, after years of pain, something was snapping back together inside him.
Mărioara burst into a liberating cry, Sofia trembled in his arms, and Rică rested her forehead on the girl’s head.
“I’ll never leave you alone again,” he whispered. “Never.”
And the market, with all its noise, seemed for the first time in years a warm, lively place, full of new beginnings.
A place where life finally gave him something back.